[ Interesting...slightly different from his expectations. He had presumed it was to have fun, but all the same, he can't help being glad for the other man.
Simply focusing on the competition with no way to grow close to others would be something he can hardly imagine most being capable of. ]
Developing bonds with the people around and even falling in love with someone...I am happy that you managed that despite your original intentions upon coming here. I can only hope that you and your beloved one manage to find an opportunity to spend each day that comes along in harmony.
[ ...And even before the end of all this, though Edward has no idea how they will manage to visit or travel to other worlds...he wants to believe it still a possibility. Not just for his sake and Nuriko's, but for people like Fai, Kaeya, and the rest. ]
[ Edward looks a touch sheepish at that and nods, his expression smoothing out. ]
It truly is no problem at all. But, yes, I could tell. They say a loved one can bring out another side; one that allows their true selves to be seen and appreciated by who sees them for that they are...and certainly I believe Kaeya is that for you, and vice-versa.
[ So clearly he thought the fact that it brought out what might have appeared to be petty banter was a form of that. The interactions between the both of them was adorable. ]
Well, if it is to be something you both truly desire, I can only hope for the best. I think you two would be truly good for one another.
...Well, speaking as someone who has been in a relationship before, I believe the signs are there.
[ Edward believes in them. The bonds between those who connect so deeply are not so easily broken. Which sounds perhaps cheesy, even inside of his head, but he really wants the both of them to be happy.
They deserve that, truly.
Anyway, as Edward starts to answer the question regarding him and Nuriko, he gets that look on his face. The 'I'm very smitten and I'm happy to be talking about it', though Fai is probably familiar with that face by now. ]
Outside of the game, you mean?
To be frank, we are from different worlds and have different objectives, so for now we are essentially waiting for the option of us being able to travel between our worlds, at the right time, of course. Timing is important. But, provided things align well...if there is the option of constant travel, I imagine that we could be happy with another. She has people that are dear to her in her world, so it isn't like I'd want her to miss out on being with those individuals, and of course fulfilling what she needs to do.
If we could visit each other, that'd make things easier, and we could still be happy with one another.
[ He's imagining marriage...but it's embarrassing saying it outloud. ]
[ Should he comment on it? Probably not, but he really can't help it. It's adorable. ]
I know the two of you will work it out. You're both practical people, and I can see the two of you coming to a solution for any problem that may arise.
[ Fai gets a pass because he is not wrong At All, though he looks a little embarrassed and bashful when it's pointed out. Which seems to dissipate back into that joy again, particularly when the other says what he does. ]
...When you say that, I can truly believe that we will. Not that I hadn't, mind you, but it is nice to hear what I think to be true voiced aloud.
[ He likes to think he's stubborn enough to make it happen too. Both him and Nuriko... ]
But, truly, thank you for your vote of faith, Fai.
[ The kind words said right then and there in those two sentences might be enough to make him feel touched to cry a little. Not that he wants to do much of that either...that's embarrassing.
But with a smile like that, he can't help but return it, albeit sheepish. ]
...thank you, I truly appreciate the sentiment. I hope the same for you and Kaeya as well.
[ In all honesty, for obvious reasons Edward had no idea, nor could he have anticipated that this would be his wish. Not that he imagined the man's own would be something unimportant.
Wishes are bound to be something not made lightly. ]
...Your twin brother? Then he must have — my sincere condolences that he had passed away. I know that losing close family is always so difficult, so I can understand why you would wish to bring him back.
It truly is no problem...'tis still an understandable thing, no matter how long it has been. It might be awhile yet before you will, and I believe there is no shame in that.
[ He recalls expectations on moving on from loss, and he tries to do so on a consistent basis, but Edward finds it more difficult than he expects. He doesn't know that it's due to Fai's certain circumstances, though he is certainly not going to go ahead and ask either. Just try to give a bit of support where he can. ]
[ He smiles a little, Edward's words a nice comfort for him, but it falls soon after. ]
I've wondered if I would be able to face him after all this time. It's been so long that he might be angry that it took me nearly a hundred years to revive him.
A hundred years is quite a long time. I cannot speak to if he would be angry for you having been successful in bringing him back or not, yet having taken so long to do so. But I believe should his spirit have been at rest for that long, he would at least be rather disoriented.
[ There's a small pause on his own, but since they're already talking about it, well... ]
Begging your pardon if what I say next is presumptuous, but...
I had lost many people myself not too long ago. Selfishly of them I imagined, once upon a time bringing her back - my beloved Anna. I could not fathom a world without her, after all that happened. But her ghost had told me that I needed to move on.
I am not saying that you must do the same. Though, it may help to consider not only that scenario you mentioned...but if he would be happy? Could he adjust to the new life you would bring unto him? Would the surroundings and your circumstances make it easy for him to make it on his own if it was needed? If you imagine that he could, I reason that it might make you deciding to pursue your wish easier. Or perhaps not...I cannot say. But know that I don't consider a wish such as yours to be selfish either.
[ It is a delicate matter, but as Fai is asking for his unbiased opinion, he figures he may as well answer straightforwardly. ]
Personally speaking, I believe a hundred years is a long time for someone to come back to the world of the living, and no matter how close someone was to me, I could not imagine pulling them back after such a time.
But, I am not you. Yet, if you believe that there is a likely chance he would not be happy...then there is no sense in inviting that potential pain upon the both of you.
This is why I'm so fond of you, Edward. You possess a lot of wisdom.
[ The look on his face is sad, however, as he does his best not to curl in on himself. It's a bad habit, after all.
It's a lot to think about at once, but he respects Edward's opinion and perspective enough not to throw it to the wayside. If someone who has lost people they care for dearly—and even heard from them—is saying that he shouldn't do this, perhaps he really shouldn't. ]
I think... you make a good point. I took on his name so he could continue to live on, and perhaps that should be enough.
Thank you. I simply try to do or say what might be reasonable, is all.
[ A lot of wisdom, yes. It is ironic, two years ago no one would agree with the assessment, but it is something he hears often. He thinks a lot of what happened managed to give him the chance to gain something like that.
But, it just means he can help others in their time of need...and he wants to—he's happy to do so, even if it involves making hard choices. ]
...I'm sure that will be enough. [ ... ] Those who have lived beside us that are gone may never return as so, but their memories, their moments—they exist forever.
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Simply focusing on the competition with no way to grow close to others would be something he can hardly imagine most being capable of. ]
Developing bonds with the people around and even falling in love with someone...I am happy that you managed that despite your original intentions upon coming here. I can only hope that you and your beloved one manage to find an opportunity to spend each day that comes along in harmony.
[ ...And even before the end of all this, though Edward has no idea how they will manage to visit or travel to other worlds...he wants to believe it still a possibility. Not just for his sake and Nuriko's, but for people like Fai, Kaeya, and the rest. ]
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[ With the petty way he was acting towards Kaeya in particular, Fai is sure it's obvious at this point. ]
I don't know that anything will come of if, but I appreciate your thoughts regardless.
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It truly is no problem at all. But, yes, I could tell. They say a loved one can bring out another side; one that allows their true selves to be seen and appreciated by who sees them for that they are...and certainly I believe Kaeya is that for you, and vice-versa.
[ So clearly he thought the fact that it brought out what might have appeared to be petty banter was a form of that. The interactions between the both of them was adorable. ]
Well, if it is to be something you both truly desire, I can only hope for the best. I think you two would be truly good for one another.
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[ It’s a little embarrassing that he was that obvious, but it’s fine. There are worse things to be obvious about, he supposes.
As for whether or not they’re good for each other… he doesn’t know. They still aren’t speaking. ]
What are your plans regarding you and Nuriko?
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[ Edward believes in them. The bonds between those who connect so deeply are not so easily broken. Which sounds perhaps cheesy, even inside of his head, but he really wants the both of them to be happy.
They deserve that, truly.
Anyway, as Edward starts to answer the question regarding him and Nuriko, he gets that look on his face. The 'I'm very smitten and I'm happy to be talking about it', though Fai is probably familiar with that face by now. ]
Outside of the game, you mean?
To be frank, we are from different worlds and have different objectives, so for now we are essentially waiting for the option of us being able to travel between our worlds, at the right time, of course. Timing is important. But, provided things align well...if there is the option of constant travel, I imagine that we could be happy with another. She has people that are dear to her in her world, so it isn't like I'd want her to miss out on being with those individuals, and of course fulfilling what she needs to do.
If we could visit each other, that'd make things easier, and we could still be happy with one another.
[ He's imagining marriage...but it's embarrassing saying it outloud. ]
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[ Should he comment on it? Probably not, but he really can't help it. It's adorable. ]
I know the two of you will work it out. You're both practical people, and I can see the two of you coming to a solution for any problem that may arise.
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...When you say that, I can truly believe that we will. Not that I hadn't, mind you, but it is nice to hear what I think to be true voiced aloud.
[ He likes to think he's stubborn enough to make it happen too. Both him and Nuriko... ]
But, truly, thank you for your vote of faith, Fai.
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[ He grins at Edward, and the smile reaches his eyes. ]
I sincerely hope that you two go on a date this coming weekend.
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But with a smile like that, he can't help but return it, albeit sheepish. ]
...thank you, I truly appreciate the sentiment. I hope the same for you and Kaeya as well.
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[ He won't run away, even if he's hesitant to make that first move. ]
I told you I was here for a wish, right? I should probably tell you what that was, if you'd like to hear.
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[ The first step is always the hardest, yet it will be rewarding all the same. ]
...You certainly did mention you were. I'd very much like to hear what your wish is.
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To bring my twin brother back to life.
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Wishes are bound to be something not made lightly. ]
...Your twin brother? Then he must have — my sincere condolences that he had passed away. I know that losing close family is always so difficult, so I can understand why you would wish to bring him back.
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[ It's absolutely due to the circumstances, but that's something he doesn't think he could talk about at this point in time. ]
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[ He recalls expectations on moving on from loss, and he tries to do so on a consistent basis, but Edward finds it more difficult than he expects. He doesn't know that it's due to Fai's certain circumstances, though he is certainly not going to go ahead and ask either. Just try to give a bit of support where he can. ]
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I've wondered if I would be able to face him after all this time. It's been so long that he might be angry that it took me nearly a hundred years to revive him.
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[ There's a small pause on his own, but since they're already talking about it, well... ]
Begging your pardon if what I say next is presumptuous, but...
I had lost many people myself not too long ago. Selfishly of them I imagined, once upon a time bringing her back - my beloved Anna. I could not fathom a world without her, after all that happened. But her ghost had told me that I needed to move on.
I am not saying that you must do the same. Though, it may help to consider not only that scenario you mentioned...but if he would be happy? Could he adjust to the new life you would bring unto him? Would the surroundings and your circumstances make it easy for him to make it on his own if it was needed? If you imagine that he could, I reason that it might make you deciding to pursue your wish easier. Or perhaps not...I cannot say. But know that I don't consider a wish such as yours to be selfish either.
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[ His eyes widen in surprise, and he sits back in his chair, silent in thought for a while. ]
I don't know. He might not be. Do you think... letting him rest is what I should do?
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Personally speaking, I believe a hundred years is a long time for someone to come back to the world of the living, and no matter how close someone was to me, I could not imagine pulling them back after such a time.
But, I am not you. Yet, if you believe that there is a likely chance he would not be happy...then there is no sense in inviting that potential pain upon the both of you.
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[ The look on his face is sad, however, as he does his best not to curl in on himself. It's a bad habit, after all.
It's a lot to think about at once, but he respects Edward's opinion and perspective enough not to throw it to the wayside. If someone who has lost people they care for dearly—and even heard from them—is saying that he shouldn't do this, perhaps he really shouldn't. ]
I think... you make a good point. I took on his name so he could continue to live on, and perhaps that should be enough.
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[ A lot of wisdom, yes. It is ironic, two years ago no one would agree with the assessment, but it is something he hears often. He thinks a lot of what happened managed to give him the chance to gain something like that.
But, it just means he can help others in their time of need...and he wants to—he's happy to do so, even if it involves making hard choices. ]
...I'm sure that will be enough. [ ... ] Those who have lived beside us that are gone may never return as so, but their memories, their moments—they exist forever.
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[ He gets up and moves over to Edward, wrapping his arms around his shoulders. ]
Thank you.
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...Of course. I am happy to lend what help I am still able, as much as I can.
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[ He lets go and makes his way back to his seat. ]
Let's enjoy breakfast now, shall we?